[Rebekah wishes she could shut her feelings off the way young vampires do sometimes. She wishes she didn't care as much as she does, it never gets her anywhere good and yet she can't help herself.
Rebekah cares. She feels everything intensely. Things mean too much to her and when she looses them it's always devastating. No matter what she always ends up wishing she could still be that young girl who got twisted into a monster.]