[ Her humanity was something that Rose had held onto tightly as much as she could because it separated her from other vampires. Unlike them, she regretted harming others in order to survive and she tried her best to fight that side of her; but Rose slipped up, made mistakes and some innocent people had died. She mourned them.
But she was tired of running and she wanted to have a life free of fear so Rose did the only thing she could think of.
When Spike slips an arm around her, Rose leans against him and places her head against his chest, a few silent tears rolling down her cheeks. She did not mean to cry so openly in front of him.]