[ He draws a fake breath, or at least performs a mimicry of one in an attempt to gather himself. This is hard for him to get through but he feels like he should at least do this much, even if Sam ends up turning him away at the end. It should at least be for the right reasons. ]
About yesterday... that had nothin' to do with you. Wasn't just th' bloody magic either. [ With that he lifts his hand, showing off the brand new black wristband the wardens were kind enough to get him. ]