private video.
[He held a hand up, to try and stop her from saying whatever it was she was going to say. He needed to do this, partially because of what she has probably been thinking, and partly because he just wants to get it off his chest. He's still being selfish, in that way, and he knows it, but it's for her benefit too.]
I reacted poorly. It was wrong of me.
[He also punched Damon, and lived at a bar, when he should have been doing other things.]
You don't have to be afraid to talk to me, okay?
[Because he wants to be there, be her friend, even if that's all he's allowed to be. She's the connection to his humanity, and so even if she can't love him, it's better than nothing.]