It... shouldn't. [He can take that significant hesitation for the affirmative answer it is. Saya's usual indignant denials just don't tumble out as easily as they should, and she's left with the stark and shameful truth of it.]
[Why she's sharing it with someone she barely knows? It doesn't take a professional to understand her reasoning. Those she knows best have such unwavering, steadfast belief in her goodness, a belief they'd used to justify saving her life. She can't bear to tell them that their trust is far misplaced.]