[Of course this type of topic would be super uncomfortable. He's sure she knew that. Maybe he would give in, just a little.]
It's embarrassing and a waste of time trying to be nice. You can try to be a nice person, but still get too much bullshit in return. You can be nice, but that doesn't mean other people will give a shit. When you function differently than everyone else, you're pretty much on your own. People can be nice to me all they want, but there's always someone who is better and more important than me, no matter what you or anyone says. That's always how it is. [He opens his arms as wide as they can go.] This is everyone and those they give a shit about, and this is me, all of the time. [Uses his thumb and index to indicate the most minuscule amount he can.]