[Oh man, does it tug at her heartstrings when he calls her little bit. It reminds her of that time when Spike had always been there for her, even if it was because he'd made a promise to Buffy. She draws a deep breath and shakes her head.] I don't even know anymore. He doesn't want me. Just when I think I'm getting used to it being this way, it all hits me again, what I lost.
[She shrugs.] Anyway, you can just tell me to quit boo-hooing over it. Grow up and move on. [She squares her shoulders, and this time its her with all the bravado and not Spike.] I'm so already there... over it, I mean. I think therefore I am... or some other really great advice that never actually works.