[Voice | Private]
[It's hard not to notice the excitement that's nearly palpable in the girl's voice. It's such a sweet voice, like sunshine, addictive and yet bittersweet at the same for all the memories it conjures forth, the pains that followed.
That negative part of herself feels that need to turn away from this at that sound, force herself to think about how many times she has seen this girl die because of her laxness, including further down the timeline for this one. It's a voice that cannot simply die, not after so long, even if she is trying to find a different way here. She can't turn away from Madoka. No, she's already had this fight for weeks now.
She needs to focus on the sweetness here, for Madoka's sake, even if she can't devote herself to it.]