[He definitely opened himself up for talking about it, didn't he? It's easier though. He doesn't have the same issues and feelings wrapped up in Reid that he does with Dean or Bobby or even Cas. So after some hesitation he nods.]
I haven't, but I've...
Sometimes it seems like it would just make things a lot easier. [In some ways it did make things easier for awhile. He didn't just use weapons against demons. He WAS a weapon against them.]
...But it doesn't turn out easier. [Because Ruby and seals and Dean and the Apocalypse.]