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[ Being lonely and miserable might be better. He's already in dangerous territory, having without a second thought gotten close to his friends-who-might-not-be-his-friends and his fucking dead brother. Shit. Shit. What is he going to do. He rubs at his face while he listens to Helix's answer. And he knows Helix is probably coming at it from the point of view of someone who accepts that he won't be leaving. ]