[ she sits still for what feels like forever, moment by moment agonizingly passing by. everything feels like it's just washing over her at this point - nothing she does here will make a difference to anyone but homura, will it? maybe she can help the people around here if she stays, but even then...
she finally makes her decision.
I'll stay here.
she can't promise anything like forgetting homura. as terrifying as all this is - as much as she knows she can never even remotely hope to understand just what the other girl's had to see - she still needs to hold on to at least that little bit of hope.
she can find a new purpose here. she just doesn't want it to be without her friend. ]