I can't change the past. I can't take those months back, and I can't change him. [She knows. She tried.]
He's not the one I'm in love with or the one I can't seem to get along with today.
[This actually reminds her of how she felt at the "prom" when she'd stayed away from Tyki for weeks but she let him dance with her. That look from Cross that said he was disappointed. That she had failed. That was the night she took Tyki back. The night she pulled him out of the dance early and had sex with him on the beach. If she was going to be cast in that role she should at least get to enjoy it, right?
But a lot has changed since that night, and she isn't going to take solace in Tyki right now. She wants to work this out, because it's important. Because unspoken things have never ended up good for her.]