alois trancy. (fairykind) wrote in marina_ooc, @ 2012-03-01 09:43:00 |
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Entry tags: | hiatus |
;_; a bit longer.
um, h- hello. wow, this is difficult, because i miss playing very, very much but i am extending hiatus until after A/C week. (i'm rather worried about being penalized for it, or booted out.) i know i haven't been the best about tagging around, which ... really stinks, because i have absolutely no desire to drop and i still like playing here with everyone and playing alois very much.
i'm under a lot of stress outside of the internet lately. i've been having much more severe anxiety / mental things than normal, on top of being stressed out that i may potentially lose my job soon, when my mother quit her own. we're also going through re-modeling at work, so i've been working frequently and crazy hours; it takes a lot out of me. i've become moss on a log when i am at home. it kind of feels like everything is coming at me at once.
i don't think the stress is too much yet to require a drop. doing it this way would be a lot less stressful than trying to cram a bunch of tags in before hand when i am really behind.
i am absolutely determined to do better from here on out, after this break! because, really, i have missed playing so much but real-life is conflicting with it. (also! my schedules to come are a lot less crazy, so! there is that, too.)
i'm truly sorry if i've irked or bothered anyone with how shamefully inactive i've been this month.
thank you for reading and your time.
;w; i'll see you guys in a couple weeks! please, take care of yourselves.