[ eyes widen!! you're alive and not dead like he apparently thought you were from Refrain! he clutches tight to you and cries some more, then, muffled: ]
...I tried to make it about Euphie. I was just -- so scared of what I felt for you, Lelouch. I wanted to love her-- I wanted to be attracted to any woman. Did you know I saw Kallen naked and she did nothing for me at all? I mean -- it's obvious what that says about a man, isn't it?
But I just... I can't fight this feeling any more.