[ and mood swing! is there any need to explain why? of course not, no one can make sense of him anyway. is just always doing things for no reason! ] Lelouch--
[ attempts to stop this from happening, but just isn't fast enough and is left to cling to drugged!Lelouch. ]
Why did I let this happen? This isn't what I wanted...
[ buries his face in Lelouch's shoulder, breathing deep of the exotic perfume that was his scent, until he feels lightheaded. soaks the shoulder of Lelouch's costume with bitter tears. he fumbles for the mysteriously-appearing Refrain syringe, but alas! it is empty. ]
Drunk all, and left no friendly drop to help me after?