[She looks a bit crestfallen then. Whoops. She meant to. She tries to. But sometimes people were limited. Even then their dreams were the strangest pleasant sparks of lights with so many different meanings.]
In your dreams. You didn't always have the time you wanted. You lost it. Lost it like the white rabbit, running away.
You worry that the Queen of Hearts and War will come back again and take your heart again. Paint it red, red, red!