Dead Wife.
You're damn fucking right I don't, not with this Final Destination bullshit going on or I'd have fought two gigantic fucking alien turtles and a massive goddamned metal alien bird by now. It's a good day if I don't get hit by a car even if I never leave the sidewalk, I'm sure as hell not going to say no if somebody offers to get a blade off my throat. Not that anyone offered.
I was keeping a low profile. At least one of us is trying to be useful.