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Leia Organa Solo (alderaanhope) wrote in makebelievenet,
@ 2013-05-08 21:26:00

Entry tags:

anakin skywalker, claudia donovan, inara serra, leia organa-solo, padme amidala

[Private]

I just
Why him?
I mean did't

I fought it at first, but after he came I stepped down. I didn't rebel. I got a job, I began to live an ordinary life. Why did you have to take him away? Why did you bring him here only to send him back? What sort of game is this? You turn me into a Sith Lord, you make me almost kill him, you send Reavers on us, and...and more...and I just. I played the game.

I don't doubt you can probably see this. I just don't want the others to see me like this. ~~So weak with emotion.~~ But I want it in writing so you know that I don't want to sit by anymore. I don't want to play your games. You either send me back or give him back to me. I don't know what I'll do, but I'll find some way to piss you off enough to force me to go back.

Why did you have to take him now? I hadn't even...I didn't get a chance to talk to him about...I mean if Padmé and Anakin can why couldn't we?

I just wanted to start over. I just wanted a normal life. I'm tired of running and fighting. There's a point where it has to stop.

But I'm willing to fight one more time if it stops you.

/end Private

In case anyone knew him, my husband, Han Solo, was sent home. ~~Don't give me your pity.~~

[Padmé]

Han is gone. I just...I don't know ~~what to do~~

[Anakin]

Would you still be willing to help me find crystals for a lightsaber?

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	Leia darkforcerising 2013-05-09 03:36 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry about Han. We can go whenever you want. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Anakin alderaanhope 2013-05-09 09:00 pm UTC (link)
	Are you really? You never liked him anyw What are you doing tomorrow morning? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Leia darkforcerising 2013-05-10 12:38 am UTC (link)
	This is something you actually need to set aside a few days for. We could leave Friday morning and be gone the weekend? ~~I'm not sure doing this when you're emotionally upset is~~ (Reply to this) (Parent)

	clauds 2013-05-09 04:01 am UTC (link)
	I'm sorry he's gone. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	alderaanhope 2013-05-09 09:00 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you. I am too. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	Leia i_cannot_follow 2013-05-09 04:27 am UTC (link)
	Oh, Leia. I'm so, so sorry. I can come over? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Padmé alderaanhope 2013-05-09 09:02 pm UTC (link)
	I know you are, but I just Thank you but I don't know if I am Now's probably not the best time. I need to be alone. But thank you. Maybe sometime tomorrow? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Leia i_cannot_follow 2013-05-09 09:05 pm UTC (link)
	Of course. And it may seem silly, but if you ever want to borrow Sonja, it really can be nice to have a companion animal around. (Reply to this) (Parent)

	mingtian 2013-05-09 11:07 am UTC (link)
	I am truly sorry you have been separated from your most beloved one. I pray you are able to reunite soon. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	alderaanhope 2013-05-09 09:04 pm UTC (link)
	Thank you. I hope we are too. Preferably back home. I don't know how much longer I can handle being patient with this place. It's starting to wear me down. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	mingtian 2013-05-10 11:44 am UTC (link)
	Virtuous as patience may be, it is certainly not made limitless. You may be surprised by what can rebuild it when it is lost though. I know we are not well-acquainted, but if there is anything that I may do for you, simply ask. (Reply to this) (Parent)