I'm totally terrified. He's never met me. I sound like Mickey Mouse. I don't even know if he will like me.
I'm excited about going, and I feel guilty too. I love Blaine, I always will, but if he never comes back, I hate to think of life alone. I think he would want me to try to move on, and have some fun. This isn't bad. It's just dinner. It's just a start.