I have discovered such. It's slightly unsettling, still, but I suppose it would just be better for me to bear it as I have no idea how to leave.
I had meant to take a class or two after I got married, and I figure now that I have nothing else to occupy my time, I could try and improve my skills to better apply myself in the future.
And thank you, sincerely. If there is anything I can do for you in the future, do not hesitate to ask.