The resentment came before Justin left. I was miserable with you for ages. Massively miserable. I wasn't angry or even really jealous, I was confused by how fast and easy things were with you and Justin and it was upsetting as fuck that your whole life suddenly went about like he was the greatest and only thing that mattered to you. Actually maybe I was jealous and angry, but not just with you but my own doffing feelings for you when I ought to have been happier for you.
I think I might have loved you once and I was too thick to understand it so I could let go.
Shit, Scor, I'm handing this bloody thing over to Reg before I say something more embarrassing.