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Helena Wells-Quinzel is H.G. Wells (indelibleink) wrote in makebelievelog,

At the question, Helena actually had to take some moments to think it over. Part of what she'd said had been things she'd been consciously aware of, but the rest had come out in the heat of the moment. Though she knew for a fact everything she'd said was true, Helena wasn't the type to just say something without meaning behind it. And focusing on what she'd said allowed her to divert attention from her leg.

"Relieved, I think. There were things I'd wanted to say to him but obviously never got the chance to given he died." Helena hadn't gotten closure with Vincent, but now she felt she had. She'd said her piece to him, so she could finally let that rest. "But some I never really thought much about consciously. Though clearly I'd thought about it on a deeper level." Making the connection to Christina had been one of them. Her relationship with Vincent had come before Helena had really fallen into madness herself, though she had begun the downward spiral at the time.

"I do listen even if it does not seem to register," she said looking at Myka. Clearly she had been taking conversations to heart, even if it had only been done unconsciously. But Helena had clearly arrived at a point where she could realize when she was fully at fault for something and when she wasn't. No doubt her therapist would be over the moon about this progress even if Helena didn't quite feel the elation yet as she was still processing things.