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Obi-Wan Kenobi (master_kenobi) wrote in makebelievelog,

As he wanted? 'Want' was tricky, but in a way also easy. He didn't want any. But was that the right answer? Was that what he needed? If he decided that...that he would pursue something clearly forbidden by the Code, should he just jump into it, unthinking? Anakin would and even Qui-Gon might, but Obi-Wan had never possessed the recklessness of his apprentice or the unwavering confidence in his own feelings over the Council and Code of his Master. Obi-Wan had thrived as a Jedi because its structure suited him. He rarely, if ever, felt the need to test it.

But there was no Temple or Council or Code here. People didn't even know what Jedi were. Did that mean he should remain more steadfast than ever or did it mean he should, perhaps, give a little? And why bring Siri from after her death? What was the Force trying to say?

"I... I don't..." He didn't know. He didn't know the answer. Any answer could be wrong and have profound repurcussions. "Siri, I'm not..." Not equipped, not prepared, not experienced, not sure of himself.