Siri made an irritated noise. She had known he wouldn’t simply accept her reasoning... but she had HOPED. “You haven’t lived through it yet. You don’t know the details. It would be... cruel to force that on you twice. It’s bad enough you have to live through it at all when you...” Go back were the words she left unsaid. They were unneeded.
There was so much she should have been beside him for. He shouldn’t have had to suffer Anakin’s betrayal alone. She should have been there, beside him. For everything. Guilt and loss twisted in her chest anew.