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You already have everything you need. Now fight. (heavenslancer) wrote in makebelievecomm,
@ 2011-10-20 16:34:00

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castiel, sam winchester

They had a baby.

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	fireinthesoul 2011-10-20 11:06 am UTC (link)
	Who? What are you talking about, Cas? (Reply to this) (Thread)

	heavenslancer 2011-10-20 08:43 pm UTC (link)
	perhaps- It's not important, We must do what is right for us. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2011-10-21 12:59 am UTC (link)
	No. Something's upset you. I want to know what it is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	heavenslancer 2011-10-21 01:18 am UTC (link)
	I am not upset, as such. Another has come from that place Dawn knew us from. In that place you are raising her child. Alone. It was meant to be with me but I was sent away. Juno is here now and perhaps you don't need to know but I don't wish to keep things from you. ~~still I wish to protect you~~ Our discussion is unfiltered. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2011-10-21 01:56 am UTC (link)
	Oh. I don't even know what to say. I mean, I could see us deciding to raise a child together some day, maybe. But, I mean, it's weird too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	heavenslancer 2011-10-21 02:10 am UTC (link)
	It is strange to look into an alternate time line and see things to personal reflected back. I find myself grieving for their situation. For that Sam and his loss and his challenges. I love you a great deal but... do you feel we are so progressed? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2011-10-21 02:22 am UTC (link)
	I feel for him, too. Me too? I don't know what's the proper way to refer to another version of myself. I don't know, Cas. I'm not ready to have a kid, it's a huge responsibility. I'm kind of enjoying just being with you, right now. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	heavenslancer 2011-10-21 02:26 am UTC (link)
	That is how I feel also and, from what was said, it appears we had more time together before the issue was raised. But it is something you would want, to be a father. This will be difficult for me to offer you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

fireinthesoul
2011-10-21 02:30 am UTC (link)

Cas. It's a non issue.

If, and it's a pretty big if, if we decide to raise a child together, we will adopt. Now we know another version of us went that route. It's something to consider, but I'm not looking for that right now. I'm pretty content with my life the way it is.

I'm also very aware that you can't give me a child yourself, just as I can't give you a child. I'm not going to get all emo about it. Adoption is a perfect solution. I would love an adopted child as much as I would love a flesh and blood, and all things considered? It's probably best to end the Winchester blood line with Dean and Adam and me.

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	heavenslancer 2011-10-21 02:37 am UTC (link)
	You make a compelling argument. If you are happy then I am content also. Are you in need of sustenance? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2011-10-22 03:19 pm UTC (link)
	I don't need anything right now, Cas. I just want to see you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	heavenslancer 2011-10-22 11:00 pm UTC (link)
	Then turn around. (Reply to this) (Parent)