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Claudia Donovan (clauds) wrote in makebelievecomm,
@ 2013-01-17 01:22:00

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claudia donovan, kurt hummel

Hi. I know you probably don't know me outside of cohabitation or at a glance or maybe me having been mentioned by someone, but can I ask you a question about the show you're on?

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	kurt_style 2013-01-17 06:57 am UTC (link)
	Sure. I don't know if I can help much, but I do know that show. Is there a problem? (Reply to this) (Thread)

clauds
2013-01-17 07:01 am UTC (link)

>> Someone I knew back home had their "actor" cast into a role on Glee, kind of like the people running around here who look alike. ~~I've been putting off reading about h~~ While the internet knows everything, reading about things without context just makes it kind of confusing.
>> And reading a lot of this isn't working well because I'm not concentrating. I thought going to an expert might help.

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	kurt_style 2013-01-17 02:36 pm UTC (link)
	~~Actors~~ What one of us does he play? What is your show? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	clauds 2013-01-17 09:24 pm UTC (link)
	>> Hunter Clarington. I know they're completely different people, but I can't help but wonder about the look-a-like. >> Warehouse 13. It's on SyFy channel. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kurt_style 2013-01-19 08:25 am UTC (link)
	Hunter is a Warbler. He took over for Sebastian as the new a$$ on the block. A moment later I googled your show. Look at that. The resemblance is there. It's definitely the same person. Actors tend to play different roles on TV, but that's just weird. Did the guy you knew look just like that? ~~It's just - does it mean~~ (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

clauds
2013-01-19 08:45 am UTC (link)

>> Are Warblers ever redeemed or are they lost causes?
>> I doubt we come from the same world and dimension since everyone else's lives seem to be different dimensions, but I don't know what happened to Todd. Seeing him in this new role sucks, in that sense.
>> Hunter looks just like Todd. Todd wore glasses, Hunter doesn't. I know he's not Todd, but my brain isn't having the easiest time with seeing him and it not being him.
>> H But I also saw another identical looking guy as a murderer on a TV show a few months ago. ~~I think this place enjoys messing w~~

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kurt_style
2013-01-19 05:57 pm UTC (link)

Blaine was a Warbler, and so was I for a half year. Dalton Academy is a good school but there are a few rich brats there.

I don't know how I feel when I see my own actor in different roles. I haven't seen a lot of him, but the girls all seem to like him and he's gay. It's weird. He seems like me, which is weirder. I totally get it though. It's strange to watch yourself when you aren't yourself.

Do you know how everyone says that there is a double of you out there? I wonder if that's it. I really don't know how it works. Then there is the whole parallel universe thing, and I have never been big on SciFi so I don't know how that works.

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clauds
2013-01-19 10:02 pm UTC (link)

>> So there's maybe some hope, however small.
>> There's a few things of my actress and I can't bring myself to watch. Watching my own life where it is me is weird enough. Watching family and friends in other roles makes my head hurt enough. I can see where that would be weird though with watching not-yourself-you.
>> There are a number of dimensions. My brother got stuck between them back home, so I already knew that detail, but I never thought about the possibilities of completely different names and lives for doubles. It seems like I would still be Claudia in another dimension.
>> That and it's scary to think of my ex as a murderer in one dimension and a rich brat in another.

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kurt_style
2013-01-20 04:07 am UTC (link)

>> It's about fifty-fifty. They were good to me, just the bad ones seem to make more of an impression lately.

>> What do you think of yourself on TV? Blaine said that those things actually happen at home. I would like to think of them as a possible future. It's a really surreal feeling. I want to slap myself half the time, but I have broken the habit of watching now. It's like a train wreck.

>> Good point. I think I would be me too, but I'm having trouble figuring out how we are here and on TV.

>> That's not very helpful with seeing that guy, is it?

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clauds
2013-01-20 04:31 am UTC (link)

>> I've heard worse odds.
>> I went home once, after being here. It was like this place was a daydream and it almost instantly went straight out of my head. I didn't remember. I was brought back here and suddenly memories started coming back. Not even a full second passed back home, if that. The stuff I had seen on TV did happen at home.
>> It leaves me scared for my earth's future, to sound ominous and excessively heavy-topic-like to a person I don't know well. Sorry.
>> No. We didn't really want to break up. It was caused by him having to move and not being able to keep in contact, so my brain is focusing in on lack of closure.

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kurt_style
2013-01-23 04:07 am UTC (link)

>> I don't actually think that the show portrays them fairly. It's almost like they became the enemy after Blaine and I left, but they were really good to us.

>> Blaine was only home for like a week and he said he was there for months. He didn't remember this place while he was home but he did when he came back. It feels like he isn't coming back this time. He did say though that those things did happen the way they did at home.

>> Still, I am trying to figure out how they know. It seems like they choose our worst moments for all to see. How do they know all of this?

>> Ouch. Seeing him elsewhere must be really weird, especially with him being so different. What would you do if he showed up here?

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clauds
2013-01-23 07:25 am UTC (link)

>> Every protagonist needs an antagonist, I guess.

>> I didn't really speak up at the time because it seemed bad timing or wrong on my part since I didn't know him well, and I don't know if Blaine mentioned it, but he helped me get a discount on some guitars while he was here. He seemed like a really cool guy.

>> You can't make a show entertaining with the dull or relaxed moments. Supposed genre of the show seems to matter as to what's "entertaining" enough to make the cut, but I don't know if that's reassuring or not.

>> ~~Maybe some top TV execs can go into other dimensions?~~ It's hard to guess. Some of the stuff is really private. Maybe since there's magic and stuff, there's a way to get into the thoughts of others and record experiences that are private. I could guess a lot of scenarios, really.

>> If Hunter showed up? Probably hide in my room and wish this place would bring a Doctor Who to balance out how much suckage it sometimes brings instead.

>> My BFF had a doppelganger here for awhile before my BFF arrived. I mostly avoided him, stared when I saw him, and mentally freaked a little when he arrived and wasn't the right person.

>> Have you had any dopplegangers of people you know arrive?

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Sorry this took so long :(

kurt_style
2013-01-29 04:30 am UTC (link)

>> That certainly sound like Blaine. He loved to talk about music and instruments. I was a little jealous even because he is so talented.

>> It's true, and also a little disturbing. I never saw us as 90210.

>> That is an interesting theory though. I don't really know how else moments like losing my virginity would be captured for all to see.

>> It's weird having a Doppleganger though. I wouldn't know, but I have seen a few who look alike. If one of my friends wasn't my 'real friend' or Blaine - that better not happen. I don't know what I would do either. I would be hiding in my room too.

>> Now I might be on the lookout for them.

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Hope things are getting better

clauds
2013-01-29 12:12 pm UTC (link)

>> He knew his stuff.

>> It makes you wonder about the reality of fiction.

>> Yeah, no idea. I mean, there are "actors" and "actresses" but they portray the scenes perfectly. That implies that someone knows how things have to go.

>> It's cool to meet new people, but being reminded of someone you miss isn't fun. Without the person here, it really does suck. Wondering if the other person is worth getting to know is super weird. It'd suck to miss that opportunity if they are.

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Re: Hope things are getting better

kurt_style
2013-02-02 07:40 am UTC (link)

>> I've heard people talk about us being fictional. I'm real. I know that. But we also know that this is a different world, so maybe to this world we are fictional and on TV. Does that make sense?

>> It really was super close to how it went. If I hadn't been so shocked, I would have been creeped out.

>> I think I would turn into a stalker. I don't think I would do well at all. I wouldn't want to be disappointed though either, like if a clone of Blaine told me I was hideous and he was straight.

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	clauds 2013-02-03 05:04 am UTC (link)
	>> It does, in the this-is-all-weird way. >> I guess not dealing with that is a plus on my side. Ugh. >> Todd was really into computers and so am I. We had shared interest. I don't know if my mind would go that route if there were the clone here and he was cruel and completely unlike Todd. It would just suck. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	kurt_style 2013-02-04 05:11 am UTC (link)
	>> That's the best I've got. I think asking too many questions would drive me crazy. >> Yeah. They also showed me getting thrown in a trash can my freshman year, and doing Beyonce's Single Ladies dance --> not joking. Even worse - in a unitard. >> Yeah, it would. I think I would have to try, and probably end up hurt a lot more than now. Why did you break up? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

clauds
2013-02-04 11:57 am UTC (link)

>> They showed me in a mental institution. It was in an alternate universe, though I had a brief bout in one. They did show me kidnapping my current boss first episode I was on, though.
>> Both the mental institution and kidnapping were because my brother had a non-corporeal state when he got himself stuck between dimensions. It took me a bit to figure out he wasn't a hallucination and the kidnapping was because I needed help.
>> That sounds far more dysfunctional typed out than it actually was.
>> I broke up with Todd because he was in the Witness Protection Program when he was stuck in the town I work/live in. I made his cover on accident and his handler got mad and moved him.
>> He wasn't on the 'show' for long and my life at home has been too busy to date. I doubt they'll bring him back.

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kurt_style
2013-02-07 05:32 pm UTC (link)

>> I swear, I am so boring. I wish I had some special skills or stories to tell. I really don't. For the record, you seem very sane. I don't understand a lot of those shows, but I haven't followed Sci-Fi at all.

>> It still sucks to be broken up. It sounds like it was forced, more or less. I can see why there was no closure. That would make this situation a little more crazy.

>> Have you met anyone interesting here?

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clauds
2013-02-07 08:14 pm UTC (link)

>> Thanks. And yeah, we're a comedy/drama/action/sci-fi show. I love my life and the people in it at home, but I hesitate too because it really can suck when I'm watching the rollercoaster unfold. I don't want to get caught up in life back home since I'm not living there but it's kind of hard sometimes. Especially when I find "TV spoilers."
>> There was a bit of ~~making o~~ kissing before he got dragged off. Forced is a good word. But yeah, crazy suckage with lack of closure is a good summary of it.
>> In the romantic sense? Not really. I met one guy (who isn't here anymore) before I was sent home/came back here who I kinda liked but he turned out to be a jerk. He went high rage when I wouldn't say 'I love you' instead of 'I like you' when he and I barely knew each other.
>> It's probably for the best that there hasn't been.

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kurt_style
2013-02-08 06:25 am UTC (link)

>> Oh, I hear that. Not the action/sci-fi part. I would love to have my friends here, but watching the train wreck is horrible. I was reading all the spoilers, and then picking apart the show. Blaine and I were fighting over what we did. I had to pull the plug - no more.

>> Sorry about the guy here. Who was that? Love is scary. I love it, but you shouldn't say it unless it's there. Maybe he confuses crushes for love. I was horrible in my freshman, and sophomore year. I had crushes on straight guys. It was so embarrassing.

>> Maybe the guy from home will show up. At least you might get the closure, or even the start of something new.

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clauds
2013-02-08 06:02 pm UTC (link)

>> People die on my show and I'm too curious. Even if I should avoid watching it, I need to know everyone is safe.
>> Murphy McManus. He's from a gore movie full of homophobic ~~shi~~ crap. He played it off that he wasn't like that and it was more circumstances and his brother and blah blah. I think he really was and was playing it like he was a good guy. Or else was actually crazy. Or both.
>> It would be really nice. I'm not optimistic, but it would be nice.
>> Thanks for listening to the random person ramblings/telling me the 411.

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kurt_style
2013-02-10 01:12 am UTC (link)

>> Our show is full of hook-ups and break-ups, and music. I still have an urge to watch it, but there were many times that I wanted to shake myself for being so stupid. i still check in with it to see my dad, and now to see Blaine, but I don't think it's good for me. It's hard to move on when I'm stuck.

>> I don't remember him. It's probably a good thing. Ohio is not the place to be gay. I was bullied by the homophobes. One was actually in the closet and scared. It was a crazy time.

>> I try to be optimistic, but I'm not. I'm more optimistic for other people. For me, I'm great at faking it.

>> It's fine. It was fun. It's nice to meet you.

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	clauds 2013-02-10 03:04 am UTC (link)
	>> My BFF at home/surrogate brother is homosexual. I still wear my NoH8 pin. I don't and won't tolerate that crap. >> Faking it is a good talent. >> Nice meeting you too. (Reply to this) (Parent)