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Andy Gallagher has Jedi mind powers (socompelling) wrote in makebelievecomm,
@ 2012-11-14 21:56:00

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andy gallagher, sam winchester

Hey, how are you feeling?

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	fireinthesoul 2012-11-14 11:50 am UTC (link)
	Hey, Andy. I'm okay. Good as new, really. I think I havne't felt this good in a long time. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	socompelling 2012-11-14 01:06 pm UTC (link)
	Does that mean no more headaches? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2012-11-17 01:33 am UTC (link)
	No more headaches. I am officially headache free. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	socompelling 2012-11-17 07:25 am UTC (link)
	That's awesome man! Seriously. You had me worried there. We need to get together and celebrate. That and... Charlie and I. It's kinda official. We're so a thing. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2012-11-17 01:30 pm UTC (link)
	We definitely need to get together and celebrate! Like yesterday. Or tonight. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	socompelling 2012-11-17 07:48 pm UTC (link)
	I'll take tonight! Your advice was pretty good you know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2012-11-18 01:26 am UTC (link)
	I'm glad, Andy. I'm really insanely happy for you. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	socompelling 2012-11-18 01:57 am UTC (link)
	It's kinda mutual. I still think of him. Wonder, you know? But Charlie... he's really something. I wanna be a part of his family. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2012-11-18 02:20 am UTC (link)
	Sometimes I still wonder what my life would have been like if Jess and I were together still. I don't think there's any harm in those what-ifs as long as it's not consuming you. You loved Adam, you will always love him. he's part of you, inside you. Hang on to that, but don't let it interfere with you and Charlie and you'll be fine. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	socompelling 2012-11-18 02:32 am UTC (link)
	It's... curious isn't it. They are so different. I'm guessing Jess wasn't like Cas and Charlie is nothing like Adam. I know my life would be different with Adam but that's okay. I mean Charlie was alone when he came here and now he's not. It feels good to be able to give him that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2012-11-18 02:08 pm UTC (link)
	Jess wasn't much like Cas at all, no. Not even the same gender :P You're a good man, Andy. So is Charlie. I really need to get to know him better. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	socompelling 2012-11-18 07:59 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. I get what you mean. You guys met Tracey. Did not expect to be on this side of the fence. :) Guess we all have that in common then and you guys should talk! He should know my family too. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2012-11-18 09:11 pm UTC (link)
	Yeah. I like the view over here. Definitely I want to get to know him. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	socompelling 2012-11-18 09:36 pm UTC (link)
	He's kinda epic looking. So's your life though. Now. I like it. He's really friendly. and hardly scared of you at all! (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2012-11-18 10:22 pm UTC (link)
	Maybe I'll send him a message. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	socompelling 2012-11-18 11:13 pm UTC (link)
	Awesome. I hope you guys get on. He's been really good to me. Patient. You should know that. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2012-11-18 11:23 pm UTC (link)
	I'm not worried. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	socompelling 2012-11-19 12:19 am UTC (link)
	Can I say something? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2012-11-19 12:20 am UTC (link)
	Anything. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	socompelling 2012-11-19 02:12 am UTC (link)
	Just between us I'm not really sure yet if life is better now or... if Adam had stayed and I think the test will be the day I wake up and I realise it is the best it can be. When I'm sure then I'll know. Does that make sense? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2012-11-20 01:06 am UTC (link)
	Yeah, Andy. It makes sense. Perfectly. One day you'll realise you just know. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	socompelling 2012-11-20 10:34 am UTC (link)
	Hope it's soon. I wanna give him more than my doubt. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2012-11-20 02:36 pm UTC (link)
	I know. I know exactly what you mean. It will come in time, Andy. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	socompelling 2012-11-20 03:34 pm UTC (link)
	You're... really good at this big brother thing, you know? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2012-11-20 03:50 pm UTC (link)
	You make it easy. Besides, I have a pretty decent example. For all his faults, Dean's the best. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	socompelling 2012-11-21 10:55 am UTC (link)
	I'm not sure how. Feel like I have 50 dumb questions a day. Yeah. Yeah he is. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2012-11-21 02:16 pm UTC (link)
	Well, it's a good thing I don't mind questions, then isn't it? Bring them on. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	socompelling 2012-11-22 09:22 pm UTC (link)
	Okay. What do you do when your boyfriend scares the crap out of you and you can't say anything cause he's just doing his job? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2012-11-22 09:56 pm UTC (link)
	If it's something he absolutely has to do for his job, you look the other way. You can tell him how you feel, but it may not change anything other than awareness. What did he do? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	socompelling 2012-11-22 11:20 pm UTC (link)
	He got burned by a dragon. Pretty bad. I don't want him to stop. I have to learn to deal. I... can. Right? (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

fireinthesoul
2012-11-23 11:39 pm UTC (link)

Yeah. You can, because you have to.

He was doing that long before he met you, yeah? And if you'd known ahead of time, would you still have pursued a relationship with him?

Maybe it's not idea, but it is what it is. You an talk about it with him, but you can't change his mind. Only he can do that.

It's compromise, when you care about someone. And it goes both ways, you know?

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	socompelling 2012-11-24 03:24 am UTC (link)
	I don't wanna change his mind. He's so passionate about it. I'd rather never see him again than take that off him. I helped him and I was really glad to get to, that he had me too. I... really dont wanna see him like that again but... I will if he needs me. I'll talk to him. Wanna know how I can help more and not just wait for things to get bad. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	fireinthesoul 2012-11-24 11:02 pm UTC (link)
	That's the best attitude. All you can do now is talk to him. (Reply to this) (Parent)