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Tweak says, "Shake Shake Shake Senora"

Claudia Donovan (clauds) wrote in makebelievecomm,
@ 2011-12-28 02:53:00

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claudia donovan, murphy macmanus

Something for you when you're sober. No reply expected.

I made you do the legwork the first time because I was upset and mad. I was upset you had left. I was mad that I didn't know what to feel. I was mad that smoking a cigarette came before the thought of coming to see me and show me you had your leg back. The second time, I was in shock and could barely move. It took until you knocked for me to quit sitting there looking like a stunned goldfish.

Kids, no kids, normal life or whatever the hell passes for normal around here - I hope things go well for you here. I know they can. You're not insane, I'm just not properly socialized and I have no idea what I'm doing, for myself, when it comes to matters of the heart. You're a catch and eventually you'll find yourself a girl worth it.

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	Text to Claudia ariverforth 2011-12-28 07:58 am UTC (link)
	I don't think I could settle down with anyone but you. (Reply to this) (Thread)

	Text to Murphy clauds 2011-12-28 08:16 am UTC (link)
	Settling down or not, I still hope things go well for you here. And I'm thinking you're drunk right now, given your network post. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text to Claudia ariverforth 2011-12-28 08:22 am UTC (link)
	fuck ye this is my tirual alyd tdrink afte rork (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text to Murphy clauds 2011-12-28 08:28 am UTC (link)
	I said what I needed to. Enjoy your drink. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text to Claudia ariverforth 2011-12-28 09:16 am UTC (link)
	yer even orma head acge ind ucig th a me ma (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text to Murphy clauds 2011-12-28 09:28 am UTC (link)
	I don't try to be. You picked a girl with weird baggage. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text to Claudia ariverforth 2011-12-28 09:30 am UTC (link)
	Aithníonn ciaróg ciaróg eile (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text to Murphy clauds 2011-12-28 09:43 am UTC (link)
	Now that I've looked that up. Yeah, you found a fellow beetle. Not doing a measuring contest, just being really honest. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

Text to Claudia

ariverforth
2011-12-28 09:49 am UTC (link)

In the past couple of months, I've killed about thirty people, my best friend was killed in front of me because me and Connor were the brains behind the operation, my dad tried to kill me and then rekindled with us as if fuck all hadn't happened and we fucking spent our entire lives together instead of him being in jail for life, I end up here without my brother, I fucking lose my leg, I almost die again and another friend dies. Excuse me for wanting one good to happen.

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	Text to Murphy clauds 2011-12-28 09:57 am UTC (link)
	None of those are things you've deserved to go through at all. I was, and am, scared I'll add to the list of bad rather than good. You have a free and clear to walk away, no guilt. I'm not expecting anything. I just wanted to be honest ~~after two days of feeling like ab~~. (Reply to this) (Parent) (Thread)

	Text to Claudia ariverforth 2011-12-28 04:27 pm UTC (link)
	You don't fucking get to tell me what to do and you certainly don't get to tell me about better fucking options. And I'm not going to wait around for you to you come to your fucking senses either. Now fucking excuse me. I've actually got a fucking job to go to. (Reply to this) (Parent)