Sam Winchester [Supernatural] (![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small} fireinthesoul) wrote in ![[info]](https://www.insanejournal.com/img/community.gif){kind=small} madisonvalley,@ 2018-12-23 15:27:00 |
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What: Sam's going to see Colt
Where: Argent's place
When: Saturday evening
Warnings: Not likely (probably)
Status: Closed
Sam could still count the kids identifying him as 'dad' or some version there of, on one hand. He hoped to keep it that way. Not that he didn't want to meet any and all of his kids, but most of them weren't possible in reality, and it was hard. It was always hard. But having a kid with Jo, with Death, with Argent, and with Sara...he wasn't sure he could handle the emotional ramifications of the ones he had, much less any more.
All Sam ever wanted in life was a family. He had one, now. Not the married with children and a couple of dogs kid, but he had people around him who were his family. His mom, his brothers, Adam and Star, Cas. But the kids were a harsh reminder of what he didn't have.
He sighed, and tried not to dwell on that aspect. The kids were here now, and they deserved to have Sam at his best. Even Colt, who was a statistical impossibility. The boy had never really explained how he came to be, how he came to consider both Sam and Chris Argent as his two dads. There was never any mention of a mother, or anything. Just his reality in which Sam and Chris were his parents, and that seemed to be all he ever knew. Sam wondered what the full story was, but had a feeling he'd find out no more with this visit from Colt than he'd learned last time.
Another sigh, and he raised a hand to knock at Argent's door. He wouldn't be upset if Colt wanted to stay with Chris for the week, but he wanted to at least see the boy who called him dad.