Tulip O'Hare [Preacher (TV)] (fightlikealion) wrote in madisonvalley, @ 2018-02-04 11:24:00 |
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Entry tags: | !closed, !log, ~2018 february, ~25 points, ~~jesse custer (cantfindgod), ~~tulip o'hare (fightlikealion) |
Who: Jesse Custer and Tulip O'Hare
What: Dealing with being pregnant
Where: Their little house
When: Sunday
Warnings: Mentions of miscarriage
Status: Closed
Tulip had been feeling run down and on the verge of getting sick for days. She'd had a reprieve during the week that she'd had Genesis, but as soon as things went back to normal, she'd felt it all over again. It was concerning enough that she'd had Jesse take her to the clinic, so that she could get checked out. She expected to be told she had some strain of the flu or something, not a child growing in her belly.
She'd been pregnant once before. Losing that child had been difficult. She'd shut down, closed herself off. She never wanted to go through something like that again. The pain was too raw. She'd eventually dealt with it, she'd eventually risen above the trauma. She'd found her way back to Jesse. And all of a sudden, it was all back at the forefront, and she couldn't stop thinking about it.
She glanced at Jesse. She hadn't allowed him to go through the loss with her back then. Was he thinking about it now? It was hard to tell. His face was a mask. She couldn't read his thoughts. She probably didn't want to, in all actuality. She didn't want to face the past any more than she had to in the depths of her own mind.
"If I ever start craving pickles and ice cream, use Genesis to make me stop." She decided to go with a less serious route. She would never condone him using Genesis on her, and he knew that.