Dean came by. I mean, he didn't do anything, he just apologized -- as much as you can because what do you do when something like this has happened -- and we both know it's not enough and it's probably not ever going to be enough and...
I can't do it, Darce. I mean, I'm coping with what happened fairly okay. Kind of. And I was even doing okay staying in the house. Kind of. But the memories...