"Jess' death had the opposite effect on me. I was out, going to Stanford actually. And when she died, I got pulled back into the life." Sam sighed. He wondered how different his life would have been if he'd refused to go with Dean that night. Would Lucifer have come after him still? He was supposedly Lucifer's one true vessel, so it was entirely possible.
"Yeah. I think I need a drink at this point," he said with a slight laugh.