Yes, I've seen you shoot. You'll also note that I've never questioned your shooting skill or your ability to handle your weapon. But skills with a gun don't make someone a good person, or someone who has noble intentions, or someone with good judgement. Show those things to me and I'll ascribe them to you. So far you haven't.
I'd believe that more if you didn't tell Caroline you think we think you're demons. We don't. From what I understand and in my personal perspective, you annoy a lot of us, and we don't think you're much fun to talk to. That's about it.
In my professional perspective, you worry me because you take action without seeing how it'll end up here, culturally, and you don't seem inclined to learn or care. You're not the only people that we worry about.