That's understandable and I can't fault you for that. No one wants to have to deal with everything wanting to kill you. I recently found out what it's like to have things wanting you dead so I'm sorry you dealt with that. Unless you want to classify me as a monster like some would.
I'm glad you're enjoying this place, and that it's a nice change from what you know back home. I think it's amazing I have the chance to talk to a demigod, it's awesome.
I'm sure I will. So far the school is much easier than back home with less hours. Allows me more free time to do things I may want to do rather than studying.