"Don't push for it, though," Gally advised with something close to wisdom. "It feels weird and strange and awkward, yeah. Use that. Let it give you a goal. Nothing's going to work if you expect to settle in. Acknowledge that it's not going to come easily and... it helps, a little."
He'd fought it, longer than he probably should have, because the idea of acknowledging that he wasn't in control of something was utterly terrifying. Kendal had helped him with that, K-Mart had helped. Even Wade had helped, in his own... unique... way.