WHO: Kira Yukimura and OPEN WHAT: Meditating? WHEN: Thursday evening WHERE: The Park WARNINGS: TBD, probably none STATUS: Open/Ongoing
Ever since going to feudal Japan with Lydia and talking to the other kitsune, Kira couldn't get the idea of transforming off of her mind. Could she really do it? Scott and the others seemed to think she could if she wanted to, and even Peter seemed to think it was possible, but she hadn't managed it yet. Honestly, she hadn't even tried that hard. Why? Because she was afraid she'd fail. Her confidence had approved since she became part of Scott's pack, but it still wasn't overwhelming. She always got really nervous when Scott trusted her with something, especially back when she didn't have her fox under control.
She knew she was doing better now, but there was still part of that old fear that she'd metaphorically fall down the stairs and end up looking like an idiot. She wasn't like Malia, or even Lydia, who had tons of confidence in herself. She wanted to be, but she just wasn't there yet.
Peter had said that she should meditate, that it was the right way to start this whole thing. Since she didn't have any other starting point, she was sitting in an open field in the park with candles around her marking the cardinal directions. She had a little meditation book in her lap, even though in the moment her eyes were closed. She wanted this, and she was going to try. Maybe she'd fail...she couldn't completely rule that out, but she was going to try.