Lila Pitts (lila_aka_karma) wrote in madisonvalley, @ 2021-04-25 03:56:00 |
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Entry tags: | !closed, !network, !trigger warning: death, [plot] shooting stars, shosanna dreyfus (thatsabingo_), ~2021 april, ~~lila pitts (lila_aka_karma), ~~~diego hargreeves (tryingthingsmyway) |
[CW: Bereavement]
This afternoon I got a phone call from my mum. At least I think it was really her.
I don't know when or where she was calling from, and the signal was fucking awful, and I wish I could say that I gave her a piece of my mind, but she called me her bubbeleh and I just crumbled and all I could do was tell her that I love her so much.
I tried to warn her not to go after the Umbrellas, that it would go badly, but there was so much static that I couldn't.
It was too much, and it was not enough, and it's stirred up a lot of complicated feelings but she still raised me, and I can't pretend she's nothing to me, even after everything. Things are deeply fucked up, but I don't want her to be dead.