Miriam Shepard (dna_miriam_vamp) wrote in madisonvalley, @ 2021-04-04 15:56:00 |
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Entry tags: | !closed, !complete, !log, ~2021 april, ~~miriam chepard (dna_miriam_vamp), ~~~spike (badrudeman) |
Miriam and Spike
Who: Miriam and Spike
What: talking
Where: Miriam's apartment
When: after Spike finishes work on Sat night
Warnings: possible sex, will lock and update as necessary
Status: open/closed/in progress/complete
Miriam had sort of walled herself off from everyone as she tried to deal. She would never drink Klaus's blood again. Not now knowing how it affected her. She didn't want the feelings of need for time with him. In fact, if she could bleach her brain and heart she would. It didn't help that his scent was seared into her brain: the scent of trees after a rain, cinnamon, an ancient scent she couldn't place, but reminded her of the scents old enough to be found in the Bible.
This meant, of course, she hadn't seen or even really talked to Spike, which wasn't fair to him either. If she could go back to her dancing with Jackie, she would. But, deep down, she didn't think things with Spike were working for either of them. She knew he missed Buffy and Miriam? She couldn't be a replacement for him.
So, she'd invited Spike to come by when he was done work. She had Jack for him, and was halfway through a bottle of red when she heard and smelled him. And, part of her was happy to smell him. He had a bitterness, like strong tea, that didn't match who he was now, but probably fit him before. There was clove smell that also clung to him.