Oi!! None of that now, luv! We made our choice, each and every one of us. We all talked about it before making our move, and not a one of us was opposed to taking on Wolfram & Hart. Even knowing that it would likely end with us dying, it didn't matter. Not when we had a chance to throw a wrench in Evil's plan. And we succeeded!
So this isn't on you at all, Buf. I made my own choice, and would make it again in a heartbeat cause that's what a champion does. Doing the right thing, standing and fighting cause it needs to be done...you taught me that, pet. And I'm glad I could finally live up to the example you set.