"Good days and bad days," Alec said honestly. "Still dealing with some of the stuff from that whole mass exodus, but..." A shrug. "I think a lot of people are."
He couldn't let that affect him forever. He was pretty sure that the people he'd lost wouldn't want him to. But at the same time? Alec hadn't been able to easily start letting go and he wasn't going to push himself into trying.
Plus it wasn't fair to everybody else that was still there.