It was hard not to squirm. Despite it being more than a few moments since her last orgasm, the three she had had were enough to keep her on the edge somehow. It didn't help that John continued to tease her even now. However, his words did not go unmissed to her. She stilled a little and then propped herself up on her elbows as she looked at him. "John - " She watched him - had he meant it? Yes. She was pretty good at knowing when someone was lying. Despite the fact she liked to think John wouldn't lie to her at all, he had sounded earnest. He also didn't look like he realized what he said. There was a slight undercurrent of panic nestled within a slew of other complicated feelings - feelings the Doctor always felt when faced with that particular word.
For now, the Doctor did was she did best - avoided the complicated thought. She'd need to think on it some more. That she deserved his love was in question. That she wouldn't end up hurting him was another.
The Doctor sat up and moved to sit on her knees. She lifted a hand to the side of his face and then kissed him softly. "You deserved to be spoiled too, you know." She kissed him again and then again before pausing to speak against his lips. "Tell me how to spoil you."