"Well, I wouldn't say I fucked her up beyond repair. I mean I did something I wasn't proud of and have never and will never do again...but I made up for what I did. She falls under the catgeory of 'relationships I screwed up beyond repair.' Though she became part demon...she's an angel now. Still busting my chops every moment she can. Love that about her but it does get rather old after a while."
Xander sighs. "I don't think I'm useless. I just feel like I am. At least lately. Just feel as if I'm losing my place on the team. Being slowly fazed out by certain people. Just trying to find my way in a down period right now."