Spoilers: None, unless you’re way behind in the s/l (Ep. 110)
Summary: Noah’s POV
Disclaimer: These beautiful boys don’t belong to me sadly. PG owns the characters and the show. No infringement intended.
Oh and I write really short things (this one’s a whopping 235 words!) sorry.
I hate that today was so weird. I took that stupid Lit homework assignment over as a cover, so I could see Luke and I blew it. I needed Luke to talk to me like he always did but for some reason he didn’t. I needed him to make me talk. I left the house and went back to my truck and just sat there. I couldn’t leave. The police station incident kept going around and around in my head. Everything was so confusing – my dad freaking out and me fighting with him, Luke standing up…. I didn’t even really realize what he had said to my father until later. But then we were in the middle of Thanksgiving dinner and things were so calm and happy that I wanted to enjoy it. The family time I never had. I headed back to my dorm and couldn’t sleep. I tossed and turned and couldn’t get Luke and his odd proclamation of love out of my head. I mean how was I supposed to react to that? He yells out his feelings for me to my psycho father. Not to me. What was I supposed to say?
What I do know is that Luke means everything to me and I should have sat down with him today and told him that. Instead he offered me left-over turkey and I just left. I feel like a jerk.