miracle (miracle) wrote in luke_noah, @ 2008-11-02 10:50:00 |
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Entry tags: | -[luke/noah]-, fanfic, fanfic: [atwt], fanfic: rating: mature, ยป by: threesome2008 |
A Lusty Tale of Naughty Nuke
Original poster: threesome2008
Title: A Lusty Tale of Naughty Nuke
Author: 3some
Rating: NC 17
Series: Chapter 8
Summary:
Noah is a director with a major studio
Luke is an arrogant head writer for the series with an "I don't care attitude"
Chapter 8
Noah waited until Luke's breath became slow. He had fallen asleep. Noah knew he didn't have to try, sleep wouldn't come. He sneaked out of the bed and put on his clothes. He had to go away, needed time to think.
The hotel bar was open. Soft music and the smell of beer made Noah's stomach turn, but he needed a drink. The bartender saw him, and asked:"whisky OK?" Noah nodded. It didn't matter. He drank it in one gulp and ordered another one. The alcohol burned in his gullet, but it wasn't enough.
His mind got foggy. He tried to remember his dream, tried to recall the way it made him feel. The shame he felt.
A man sat next to him at the bar. "He", he said, "don't I know you?" Noah had heard that line before, recognized the tone, read in his eyes what he wanted. He knew how to handle this, did this his whole life.
"Maybe", he said, his voice slow. "You look a bit sad cutie, why don't you tell me what's wrong?" the man asked. Cutie? Noah laughed a bit. He knew he didn't look cute right now. "I lost my dad, but he still tells me what to do at night". The man touched his arm, leaned in a bit. "Aren't you a bit too old to let your father ruin your life?" he whispered in his ear. Noah could feel a shiver. "Why don't you let me comfort you a bit, I know some sinful things your dad certainly wouldn't approve".
Noah thought about Luke, sleeping in their bed. He knew his heart was with him, but he didn't want to explain, or talk. This faceless flirting was family territory, he knew how to do that. No promises, no strings. Just physical attraction. He grabbed the hand of the man. "Show me", he said.
Luke woke up. He needed to go to the bathroom. He wanted to touch Noah, stretched his arm, but noticed that Noah was gone. Maybe he couldn't sleep. He had a terrible nightmare, Luke felt so sorry for him. Why didn't he want to talk to him about it? Maybe he had been too pushy, they didn't know each other very well, maybe Noah needed more time to share his feelings. He had to learn to give him time, he was always so impatient.
When Noah entered their bedroom he saw light. Luke was awake and he was reading. God, Shit. He wanted to turn around, walk away and never see him again. His alcoholic state of mind didn't help to think straight. "He Noah, are you OK?" Concern in his voice. Noah couldn't stand it. "Yeah, I'm OK Luke, more than OK. Orlando Bloom just offered his ass to me". He blushed. Why did he want to shock Luke like this? Why was he so honest? Maybe because of the alcohol. He hoped that was the reason. He had no right to talk to Luke like that.
"So, I hope he was as good as he looks then", Luke replied. Noah was shocked. "don't you care if I fucked the first man I saw in the bar?", he asked. "Why should I be jealous Noah, we didn't promise "until death do us part" just yet! I don't ask you to be faithful to me, maybe I can't promise that to you. How good do you know me? I want you to be happy. I am happy with you, more than happy. But that doesn't mean that only I can make you happy. Was he good?"
Noah sat on the bed. Looked at Luke. And sighed. "For the first time in my life I turned a man down. I wanted him alright. But when I was in his room, I knew all of a sudden that the nameless sex I have had my whole life wouldn't be satisfying anymore. I was kind of drunk, but I knew for sure that he couldn't make me feel the way you do".
"The way I make you feel huh?" Luke looked at Noah. God he was so beautiful. And he looked so guilty. Luke pulled him into the bed and started to unbutton Noah shirt. "Well, maybe we should play a little game then. If you are used to faceless sex, maybe we should be like that. Faceless. You don't know me, just picked me up in a bar. Do you wanna know my name?"
He helped Noah out of his clothes and laid him on the bed. Noah looked at him, didn't understand what he was talking about. "Turn around Noah, you may not see me. I have an idea. Just relax".
Luke searched for his tie. He had bought it for Noah; he knew how much a suit meant to him. He wanted to be there for him at the funeral, all dressed up. He found the tie and blindfolded Noah with it. He didn't know if Noah could do this, but Luke loved games in bed.
Noah's body froze. What the fuck.... What did he do? Just relax, he said, but Noah couldn't. Lost all control. And his mind wasn't helping. He shouldn't drink so much. He started to struggle free, but Luke's hand on his shoulder was comforting. He felt his face near his ear."Hi gorgeous, don't I know you", he heard Luke say. He had to laugh; funny Luke used the same words as the man at the bar."Maybe", he said.
Luke was lying on his side, with his cock against Noah's ass. Shit, it was hard not to fuck him on the spot. But he wanted to take it slow; Noah was scared about the game. And Luke only wanted him to feel how much he loved him. So slow it would be.
Luke caressed Noah chest, his fingers softly through his hair. He moaned in his ear and asked:"are you here for business?" His hands went lower, touched his inner thighs, his legs. He could hear Noah sigh. He kissed his neck, bit in it a little. Then his hands wandered up again, to his hard dick.
At first Noah didn't feel good at all. But when Luke started to whisper in his ear, he got aroused more than ever before in his life. "No, I'm here for pleasure", he whispered. Luke hands all over his body, his breath in his neck, he had a hard time not to come. But he wanted to wait. The fact that he couldn't see was making him even hornier. The man that was going to fuck him could be anyone. But it was Luke.
"Luke, god please fuck me." Noah heard himself beg, but he didn't care. He wanted to feel the things he felt when they were together last night. Luke prepared himself and started to move his hips, pushed his cock against Noah's ass. His hands were tight around Noah's cock, stroking him, massaging his balls, Licking his neck. Noah let his head fall on Luke's shoulder. "Love you", he whispered.
God, Luke could make him feel more than any other man had ever done. He was so lost in the lovemaking that Luke was doing to him. He didn't want it to stop ever!!
As they both came down to earth again, Luke pulled out of Noah and just held him. Noah took the tie off his eyes and turned over to face Luke.
"Luke, that was amazing, but why did you feel that you need to play this game with me?" "Do you think that is the only way I like to relate to a man?" "I don't need games when I am with you but I feel that you and I are more than I can handle right now." "I know you don't understand this, but I want to stop right here."
"What?" "Why can't you just love me and be with me?" "I thought maybe a game like not knowing who you are fucking was what you needed right now."
"You don't understand and I am not sure I can make you understand." I feel so ashamed of myself for letting you make love to me." "I have a lot of issues that I need to deal with that you have nothing to do with and I can't let you into the middle of these thoughts."
Luke just laid there on the bed listening to Noah and in shock as to what he was telling him. What did I do wrong? he thought.
"What are you trying to tell me Noah." Luke was really worried at this time. How can this be happening. We just made love.
Noah got up from the bed and went into the shower. Luke was trying to figure out what is going on with Noah. He didn't follow him into the shower this time. He stayed in the bed waiting til Noah came back into the room.
Noah came in with a towel wrapped around his waist and all Luke could do was lay there and look at him and how beautiful he is.
"Noah, please talk to me." "What did I do wrong?"
"You didn't do anything Luke." "It is me."
"Look Luke, I have to end this right now. I can't go on with you. I need to get my head on straight before I can move on with anyone." "Try and understand." Noah started getting dressed so he could get back to his own hotel and head back to New York.
He felt if he got home, he could think better.
"What is this?" "Did you just use me as a way to feel better and now you are going to toss me aside?" "What kind of a monster are you?" "You make me fall in love with you and you let me fuck you.....Oh, Yes....you are sure willing to bend over for me and let me fuck you but I am not good enough to have a relationship with?" Luke was so hurt that he was lashing out as hard as he could. How can I make him stop this?
"You just don't understand and I can't make it so you do. You are right then, you are just a good one night stand and I did like you fucking me but it is over." "Get over it." "I will sure be over it by the time I get back home."
Noah saw the hurt expression on Luke's face but he had to do this. He can't let him in again. He needs to find himself before he can give himself completely to Luke. He also knows that by making him hate him again that he may never be able to repair the damage but right now he can't worry about that. His self esteem is so low because of his father still in his head. He knew that until he can get rid of his father in his thoughts and dreams that he will never feel like he is worth loving.
"Get the hell out of my room and don't ever come near me again." Luke spoke with such anger and hurt that he could have killed Noah at this moment.
Noah stood looking one last time at Luke....standing there naked and so amazingly gorgeous. He wanted to take him in his arms and make him take those words back but he knew it would not be fair to Luke.
"I said get out"....Luke screamed with tears flowing.
Noah walked out and closed the door. He felt so lost and alone but felt that is the way he deserves to feel. He went to his hotel; packed his bags and left for the airport. He wanted to get back to New York and work. There is where he felt in control.
Luke cried until he thought he didn't have any more tears. How can Noah do this. Well, if that is the way he wants it, that is the way it will be, but he is really going to suffer for this move, you can be sure he told himself.
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Luke walked into the studio and saw Mike and Peter waiting for the next segment to be filmed. Luke had sent their scripts to them before he went to the cabin.
Oh my god, so much has happened since those couple of days ago when he was in the cabin writing and thinking about Noah. Oh God ....I don't want to think about him.
"Hi guys, how are things going around here? Are you ready to get back to work?"
"Yes Luke....how is Noah?" Mike asked
"I am sure he is just fine; now let’s see where you are in the scripts."
Both guys looked at each other and wondered what is going on with Luke. Why does he not want to talk about Noah? Didn't he go to his Dad's funeral?
Noah walked in about that time and looked at all three standing there talking. His heart broke when he saw Luke. God why can't I just let him love me?
"Hello, shall we get down to work." He didn't look at Luke.
Luke would not look at him either. You jerk is all Luke could think. He wanted to be anywhere but here at this moment.
"All right Mike and Peter, let’s take it from the last scene and then move forward." The last scene was the one that started Luke kissing Noah and Luke could not watch it.
"I have some things to do so I will be over in my office. You don't need me here for this." Luke said as he left the studio.