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Entry tags: | -[luke/noah]-, fanfic, fanfic: [atwt], fanfic: rating: mature, ยป by: threesome2008 |
A Lusty Tale of Naughty Nuke
Original poster: threesome2008
Title: A Lusty Tale of Naughty Nuke
Author: threesome2008
Rating: NC 17
Series: Chapter 7
Summary:
Noah is a director with a major studio
Luke is an arrogant head writer for the series with an "I don't care attitude"
Chapter 7
Noah was so quite that Luke was getting worried.
"Noah, are you sure I didn't hurt you?"
"No, I am alright". "What just happened was amazing sex."
"W h a t ?" "Is that all it was for you?" Luke was angry.
"I wanted to be with you, but now I am not sure this is what we should have done." Uncertainty in his voice.
"Don't say that." Luke said pulling him into him and not letting him move away.
"Noah, I have fallen in love with you and I just made love to you. It was not just amazing sex for me."
Noah pulled away and got out of bed leaving Luke totally bewildered.
"I am going to take a shower and then I will get out of your hair," he said as he walked into the bathroom.
Luke was so confused and hurt by Noah's reaction. He had never felt this way about anyone and now his love is being thrown back in his face. "Why?" "Why is he acting like this soooo cold."
Luke decided that he was not going to let him do this. He got up and went into the bathroom. Noah was in the shower. Luke opened the door and climbed in behind Noah. He turned Noah around and pinned him against the shower wall.
" No, you are not going to do this to me again!" He claimed Noah's lips and kissed him hard causing Noah to open his mouth. Luke took possession of Noah's tongue and continued his assault until he felt Noah relax a little. He pulled away a little and looked Noah in the eyes.
"Did you hear me when I told you that I love you?" "I have never said that to anyone before and I am not going to let you throw it back at me." Noah started crying again. His emotions were all over the place. Luke pulled him into a tender hug and pulled Noah's head down to his shoulder.
"Cry it out Noah." "Get rid of all the hurt that has been a big part of your life." "I LOVE YOU, do you hear me?"
"I don't deserve to be loved." Noah said with so much pain.
Luke grabbed both sides of Noah's face..."Listen to me Noah!" "You deserve this and so do I." "I think you love me too!" "Maybe you are not ready to believe that but after what we just shared, the first time for both of us, IT IS REAL!"
Luke pulled him into another kiss but this time it was tender and full of passion.
"Noah let's get out of here and back to bed."
They got out of the shower and dried each other off.
"Please come back to bed with me Noah." "I want to show you again how much I love you!"
Noah was scared. Of all the feelings and thoughts that went through his body. The way his body reacted to Luke was so strong. He felt overwhelmed. "Please Luke", he said.
But Luke pushed him to the bed. "Come on Noah, lay down. I'll massage your neck. Please talk to me. What happened back there, why did you push me away?" His fingers started to work on Noah's tense muscles.
Noah was quiet. He wasn't used to talking about his feelings. Didn't understand what he felt at all. He wanted to talk to Luke, but not now.
"You don't want to talk, right?" Luke said. "OK, then I'm gonna talk. Do you know that I asked for another director after I met you? I thought you where a jerk. I heard the actors talk about you. And I didn't see how we could be together for an hour without having a fight. You made my blood boil".
Noah turned his head to the side. "You asked for another director? Who the hell did you think you were? You were new! I was stunned when I heard you had full freedom to write. Why did they give you so much? What was so special about you?"
His muscles tensed more. He became angry. But Luke didn't let it happen, didn't want to fight with the man he just made love to. "Noah, relax. I want to get to know you, and I want you to know who I am. I'm honest; maybe it's too much to talk about this now. But I have to say, you are damn sexy when you're angry!"
It was difficult for Noah to change his mood so fast. He laughed about what Luke said, but he was agitated. And he didn't want to be like that, not now, not with Luke. He tried to relax. Luke's fingers were doing miracles on him. Luke kissed his neck. "You remember that kiss, when we showed Mike and Paul what I meant with the scene?" Luke asked. Noah nodded. "I don't know what happened with us, but I.........., I never felt this way before. You tasted so good; I didn't want to let go. I forgot where I was. It was scary in a way. I couldn't stop thinking about you after that. But I tried to push it away, didn't think we could be an item, you and me. Still don't know what we are exactly, but it doesn't matter. I live by the day, enjoy this.
God Noah, you feel so good. Have I told you that you are THE most beautiful man I have ever seen? That ass of yours, can't stop looking at it. You go to the gym much? I do, but not enough. I always have a reason not to go. When I'm at my boat, reading, dreaming, I forget time. How many times do you sport?" No answer. Luke looked at Noah. He slept.
It was dark. When he woke up, Noah had no idea where he was. He felt someone lying next to him. Luke, He remembered the evening they shared. It was too good.
He didn't know why he had been so hard to Luke. He couldn't understand what Luke had said. That he loved him. Loved him. Why? He had been nothing but a shithead to Luke. And although he had no experience with the concept " love", he felt things so unfamiliar, But very exciting. He didn't know if he was ready for it, but he did something he had never done before: listen to his feelings.
His hands found Luke's hair and he started to caress it, trying not to wake him. Luke made a soft noise and put his arm around him. Hm. He was obviously used to sleeping with others, Noah felt jealousy coming up, but he suppressed it. He said his past was his business. That was true. What would the future bring them?
Was there a "them"? Did he want that? If he wanted that, he shouldn't push Luke away like he did. He had to outgrow his fears. And learn to share.
"Noah, are you awake?” Luke whispered.
"Yes", he said.
"Are you OK?”
"I think so." Noah sighed. "Can I ask you something?"
"Of course Noah, what's up?" Luke answered.
"You said you love me. Why? How do you know? How does that feel?"
"How the fuck should I know?" Luke said. I always pushed these things away. But you.......with you all my emotions are in overdrive. I hate you more; I want you more. I just want you. Not just now, but for as long as possible. I don't know if that's love. But the words rolled out of my mouth before I realized what I said. Did I make you feel uncomfortable?
Noah had to let the words sink in. "Maybe. We are honest right? I have no clue what that word means, But I know what I feel." It was so easy to talk in the dark, without the beautiful brown eyes on him. Now he dared to say what he felt. " You have taken over my life Luke. I think of you all day, I dream of you at night. It's ridiculous. It's overwhelming, but in a good way. I've never been better.
The darkness was oppressing. The moon was full, casting menacing shadows on the countless graves. Noah was standing there, in the cold, alone. He had to face him.
He saw the faint silhouette walking in his direction, slowly. "What are you doing here, Noah?" the cold and familiar voice of his father asked. "You have no business here."
"I have something to tell you..." Noah said with an uncertain voice.
"What could you possibly have to say to me that would be of any interest? You are weak, Noah. Weak and sinful."
"That's not true!" Noah screamed at his father who was still hiding in the shadows of the tall dead trees.
Noah suddenly felt a warm hand on his shoulder. He turned around and saw Luke, smiling, his eyes filled with love. The darkness around him was not so menacing anymore, because his love was by his side.
Noah looked back to his father's direction. "I'm happy, now, dad. I'm in love."
Winston finally came out of the shadows. He was wearing his general attire. His skin was gray, his eyes were red, and he had a huge gun in his hand.
"Your love is a sin!! Don't you realize that? You're weak! This monster is taking advantage of you, and you're not doing anything! Well, I will take actions, then. I will show you what it is to be a man."
Winston raised his arm and aimed at Luke. Noah saw the finger pull the trigger, and the bullet came at his love in a flash. He screamed, like he had never screamed in his life.
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Noah woke up in the bed, screaming and crying. Luke took him in his arms.
"It was only a bad dream... Calm down..." Luke whispered.
Noah cried on Luke's shoulder as the young writer was rubbing his back. The fear slowly subsided, but as Noah let Luke comfort him, another emotion was growing. The shame. His father was right; he was weak. He was crying, he wasn't sure of himself... He was so ashamed. He had stopped to being a man, to be the self-confident bad ass he usually was. Was that what love normally did?