miracle (miracle) wrote in luke_noah, @ 2008-07-27 19:11:00 |
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Entry tags: | -[luke/noah]-, fanfic, fanfic: [atwt], fanfic: rating: mature, » by: crownroyal_51 |
FIC - Moonlight
Original poster: crownroyal_51
Characters | Pairing: Luke Snyder/Noah Mayer
Author: crownroyal_51
Rating: NC-17
Genre: Romance
Spoilers: Up through Mid-January 2008
Summary: This is my version of what happens after Luke and Noah decide not to go to the hot tub party at the lake house.
Disclaimer: I don't own these characters. They are the property of "As the World Turns" and P&G.
A moonlight stroll to Snyder pond was always a good idea. It gave Luke and Noah time to get away from the hustle and bustle of the farmhouse. Tonight was the perfect night for one. The snow that had covered the ground a couple of weeks ago was mostly melted. The evening felt mild compared to the cold spell that had engulfed the area a week ago. Luke liked the feeling of Noah’s ungloved hand clasped tightly in his as they approached the shimmering pond. He never passed up the opportunity to touch Noah.
Well, until earlier this evening.
As tempting as Reg’s offer of a party at a lake house with a room for Luke and Noah to share was, Luke just didn’t feel comfortable with the situation. Booze, drugs, hot tub nakedness…all things a hot-blooded eighteen year old would want…were all on the menu for the party. But booze and drugs were two things Luke knew he definitely needed to stay away from, especially after his kidney transplant and all of the problems he had with alcohol when he was struggling to come out. And the hot tub nakedness…well…right now the only time he wanted to be naked in a hot tub with alone with Noah.
Alone with Noah. He could have had that at the party. But they wouldn’t be totally alone. And Luke didn’t want his first time with Noah to be at some wild party. He wanted it to be special because Noah was so special to him. He knew he’d probably be kicking himself for passing up the opportunity to finally have sex with Noah but his gut was telling him that it just wasn’t right. At least not now.
Thankfully, Noah had felt the same way. Hearing Noah admit that he didn’t really want to go to the party was as if a huge weight had been lifted from Luke’s shoulders. They were on the same page. Noah’s concerns had mirrored Luke’s. He knew there was a reason why he loved Noah so much.
They stopped walking once they reached the water’s edge. Noah slipped his arm around Luke and he leaned into Noah. This might not be a private room at a lake house but it was still pretty damn nice. He glanced up at Noah, grinning. Before he could speak Noah’s mouth was pressed against his. Luke parted his lips slightly, allowing Noah’s tongue to gain entry. Luke loved these slow, deep kisses. And he also knew that they almost always quickly grew in intensity. Tonight wasn’t an exception as Noah pulled Luke tightly against him. Luke’s tongue slid along Noah’s, eliciting a low moan from Noah. He rubbed his crotch against Luke’s. There was no doubt that Noah was becoming quickly aroused.
Luke pulled away a bit. “Let’s go to the movies,” he suggested, still fighting to regain his breath.
“Are you afraid that I’m going to throw you on top of the picnic table and have my way with you?” Noah teased.
“Actually, I wouldn’t mind at this point…splinters in my ass and all.”
“Luke, we just decided to wait to be together.”
“I know…I know…” Luke sighed, running his hand through his shaggy hair. And that was why he was quick to put an end to their intense kiss. He was aching for Noah. For a brief moment he didn’t care where they were. All he wanted was Noah. But then his rational side kicked in, reminding him that this wasn’t the right time or place.
“So you want to go to the movies?” Noah asked, arching his eyebrows.
Luke could tell that Noah thought he was insane. And maybe he was. Not too many people pass up an opportunity to jump their boyfriend’s bones. “We’ve never gone to the movies together. You’re such a big film buff so I thought it was time that we went.” Luke did his best to explain his rationale, which was a bit difficult since Noah still had his hands on Luke’s hips and was so very close to him.
“We don’t even know what’s playing or when,” Noah countered.
“We’ll just head to the theater in Old Town and see what’s showing next.”
“You really know how to live on the edge, Snyder,” Noah chuckled, shaking his head. Sometimes he didn’t understand Luke. He could go from zero to sixty in matter of seconds and then wheel around and do a U turn. But having Luke Snyder as his boyfriend had been the ride of a lifetime so far.
“Well, you’re the one who is always bugging me to watch a movie with you.”
Noah’s blue eyes playfully twinkled. “Yeah, something that was made before you were born,” he teased, gently squeezing Luke’s hips.
“I’ve seen movies that were made before I was born,” Luke replied. He wasn’t a complete idiot when it came to films. Sometimes Noah acted as if he’d never been to a movie theater.
“Really?”
“Really. Star Wars, Raiders of the Lost Ark, Footloose…”
“How about something that’s in black and white?” Noah interrupted him.
Luke glanced away from him, folding his arms across his chest. “No,” he muttered, hating to have to admit defeat. Noah would seize the opportunity to just trounce him.
And he did.
“Ah ha! I knew it!”
“That’s your fault. You’re the one who’s supposed to be introducing me to all of these great films. You and Maddie certainly watched your fair share,” Luke replied and then cringed when he realized how jealous he sounded.
Thankfully Noah didn’t call him out on it. In fact, he didn’t argue the point. Instead he decided to remedy it. “Okay. Once a week we’ll have movie night and I’ll introduce you to all of the classics…in black and white and color. How does that sound?”
“Sounds good.” Luke grinned and ran his fingers along the collar of Noah’s coat. “So…Mr. Movie Man…who was your big crush? What actor got you all hot and bothered?”
Noah squirmed a bit before he replied, “No one.”
“No one?” Luke found that quite hard to believe. He may not have seen a million movies like Noah had but he could always spot a hot actor whether it was on film or TV.
“No one. I wouldn’t let myself go there,” he quietly admitted. Noah never dared to fantasize about men while he lived underneath the Colonel’s roof. He firmly believed that his father somehow would be able to read his mind. And he wouldn’t have been able to bear it if his father had seen the visions of the beautiful men he managed to suppress.
“Wow,” Luke muttered. Even before he came out he allowed himself to fantasize about men.
Noah took Luke’s hands in his and gave them a squeeze. “Luke, you were the first guy I ever allowed myself to reallylook at. After you came out to me…god, I had a hard time keeping my eyes off you…”
“You did?” Luke’s eyes misted. After the afternoon that Luke had inadvertently grabbed Noah’s wrist, Luke had been smitten with his fellow intern. Noah was all he could think and dream about. But then he had found him in bed with Maddie and was crushed. Matters were made worse when he finally admitted to Noah he was gay. Not that Noah made a big deal about it but somehow Luke felt that after telling Noah he would figure out that Luke had fallen for him. Noah hadn’t though. He had just wanted to be Luke’s friend, but it was too painful for Luke to be around him.
Noah blushed, glancing down at the ground. “Yeah. I’d never seen someone so gorgeous. I can’t believe you never caught me checking out your ass.”
Now Luke was laughing. “My ass? All that time I was pining for you, you were checking out my ass.”
“Yes.” He blushed.
Luke shook his head and kissed Noah’s cheek. “I can’t believe how much time we wasted.”
“Not anymore,” he assured him.
Luke grinned. “So how about that movie?”