miracle (miracle) wrote in luke_noah, @ 2008-06-05 21:45:00 |
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Current mood: | disappointed |
Current music: | Cruel Attempt - Sacha Sackett |
Entry tags: | -[luke/noah]-, fanfic, fanfic: [atwt], » by: jliven29 |
Just a quick response to the mess that was...
Original poster: jliven29
Pairing: Luke/Noah
Rating: PG
Spoilers: 6-5-08
Summary: Luke’s POV
Disclaimer: These beautiful boys don’t belong to me sadly. P&G owns the characters and the show. No infringement intended.
Oh god, what do I do? Noah is so pissed at me. I was really surprised at his anger toward me as we got off the boat; he just brushed by me and didn’t say a word. I’ve got to get him to talk to me, but he won’t. But, I don’t feel like I need to explain why I brought in the authorities to help me find him. He had been gone for way too long without one phone call or text message. What was I supposed to think?! I would hope he would have worried about me too. But hey, I’m not “his wife” so I guess I don’t merit that kind of concern 24/7. He doesn’t even know that I was hit over the head by that bitch Livia – like he would care at this point, I suppose.
Did he really think he was going to be able to deal with his dad all alone? I mean, yeah, his dad may have stopped to listen to him for once, but that doesn’t mean he was ready to give himself up. And clearly he wasn’t going to do it because he jumped overboard when our boat approached. If he was considering giving up, then he might have stayed around. No, Noah wasn’t changing his mind.
But apparently, his father said some really amazing things to him before he leapt that Noah never thought he’d hear. I hope he remembers those things and not the evil horrible thing he said right before he jumped, “I’ll die knowing my son betrayed me.”
I can’t believe he said I didn’t know what hell was. I’ve been through hell several times and some of them because of him. Does he remember my paralysis? And now this. I can’t believe he is being so cruel. It seems I may never get him back from this green card marriage and this woman. I think this may have ruined us. Because how do you get passed this? How do you forgive the man you love, when he continuously disregards your feelings and good intentions in favor of a stranger? I don’t think I can do this anymore. So, Noah may think he has a reason to be angry with me, but I have a solid and well-founded reason too. I’m not going to try to talk to him or ask him to talk to me. I’m done. It’s his turn now.