"From what I understand, things don't actually work that way." Johnny smiled a little bit. "If you put a bull in a china shop, it does everything it can to keep from breaking anything."
He understood what she meant, though, and he shook his head. "No, this is all shit that I need to not only know, but really understand. Really think about. You bringing it up sucks, just don't think it's a bad thing in the end."
Johnny needed to really get it through his own head that he had done something more than a little bit horrible to himself.