Delurking with my brand new (empty) IJ... It's been said but I'm sorry about the ashatty things some people have done. I hope it doesn't ruin fandom for you, and not just for my selfish reasons but because fandom can be a source joy. I've only commented a few times because I'm shy and lazy so you probably don't recognize my name, but I'd really love to be allowed to read your fics again anyway.