"I'm just...just reading books on how to be a good father to Gustave," Erik mumbled shyly. "I don't have a model. I never knew my father and I know i don't want to be like my mother. So I'm just...trying to figure out how i want to go about things....how do I change him? How do I bathe him? How do I teach him how to walk and talk and basically be a good person? I don't know any of these things because I'm not a good person. I don't want him to be anything like me...." Thank god the child had not inherited his face. It would not have gone over well for Christine--it would have been a dead giveaway of her unfaithfulness to Raoul.